So I guess I'm starting off...

Pierre,

My apartment has flooded for the third time in the last two months. My bedroom has been the prime victim of the rain. I miss my sanctuary so much. Today has been the worst. I've wanted to play Rock Band 2 ever since I came home from work. Normally, I could just say, "PEACE OUT" like Matthew Berry and rock out on plastic toy instruments. Now, because my room smells like a deadly mix of rotting cooked cabbage and socks, I can't stay in there. I don't want to breathe mold and spores, or develop asthma, or some shit like that. Plus I had to move all my stuff out here. I have to share a TV and a computer. Andrea isn't having the Rock Band tonight. I wish she would just fucking play, jeez. She hates loud noises. I'm just guessing(she would say I'm assuming), but I think she fears change from Rock Band 1 to Rock Band 2. It sounds silly, but there is an all new song list so I guess it can be intimidating. She likes to be comfortable, and everything has to be familiar.

I just want to do all kinds of shit right now. I have Netflix movies I could be watching, or X-Men episodes on my DVR. Mega Man 2 came out on Virtual Console on the Wii and I don't know if you know, but Mega Man 2 is my second favorite game of all time. That's huge. I could be playing that right now. Great game.

Now I've reached that point where I start feeling like shit for criticizing. I'm trying not to do that anymore. My therapist thinks I need to learn how to be critical without feeling like shit all the time. Anyway, that's all. I was thinking about writing my "Letters I Couldn't Send" series here, since it kinda fits the theme of the blog, but I don't know if this is supposed to be exclusive to us or whatever. You'll probably say it's fine, but again I apologize for assuming.

Of course I feel like shit. Can you imagine if I just said, "Look I want to play video games(and ignore you)." I feel like I can't win so I'll just sit here on the crumb covered couch that we normally never sit on, but now I have to because there's nowhere else to sit, slouched over, just watching Andrea sleep.

It's too late to play Rock Band. At least the drums anyway which of course are the funnest, but very challenging. I'm too annoyed to play anyway. God, I hope all my posts aren't like this.

-Alvin