PODCAST HELL

I just need to know. If you're reading this than you are probably someone close to me. I haven't posted an episode to the feed for a month and a week now. People who are involved in the podcast: What can I do to make this work? After talking to my therapist, she agreed that I need to continue making these episodes. Do we need structure? Should we talk about whatever we want without abandon? Does anyone have time out of your busy week to talk to me and others for like an hour? Anyone want to write music or create art for the show?

Here's the thing: I need to do this. I need it. I don't care about all of this unaired stuff that we're sitting on. If whoever wants to complete those two episodes let me know if I can help in any way I can. If no one wants to work on those old recordings then seriously let's push forward. If you want to do this I'm ready to go. I haven't been doing anything the last two weeks in terms of podcasting because of New Orleans and my computer is all infected with something, but I've killed the problem hopefully. Oh yeah and my room flooded again so my "studio" is all messed up. Don't worry about that, I'm ready to record.

Tell me what I'm doing wrong please. You want to talk about something? Go. Do I talk too much? Tell me to shut up. I try to let everyone say something but I don't know. If no one wants to participate then I'm going to experiment with doing shows on my own. Like my therapist said I need and want to do this.